I'm Alive

Normally when I wake up I know instantly what day it is and in which direction I am headed.  On Tuesday morning I woke up and did not know.  I thought it was Sunday and only slightly grudgingly thought I must get up for church.  Then I thought it was Saturday and enjoyed some brief pleasant thoughts about how I would spend a lazy Saturday.  But then reality dawned and I realized with almost certainty that it was Tuesday.  I finally invoked my as yet unused motto for the year and declared "I'm alive" as I tried to focus on the positive of the recently discovered disappointment.