My husband and I reached our tenth wedding anniversary this year. At our church, once a month they call up the people who are having birthdays or anniversaries in the month and say a special blessing for them. My husband does not like a lot of attention though so we never go up. I had hoped maybe since it was our tenth he would agree to go up but he did not. After church he said we'd go up for our fiftieth. So I told him we had a date in forty more years but a little voice at the back of my head laughed at myself and I realized how silly it sounded to think that I was going to live another forty years.
This thought pops into my head at other times too. Is it a form of self-protection? Or a realistic reminder of what my subconcious knows is yet to come?
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